Saturdays are for catching virtual butterflies and pretending my Animal Crossing island isn't completely overgrown with weeds. My villagers are definitely judging me and I can feel it through the screen.
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Saturdays are for catching virtual butterflies and pretending my Animal Crossing island isn't completely overgrown with weeds. My villagers are definitely judging me and I can feel it through the screen.
Five AM and I'm already thinking about color palettes instead of sleeping. My brain has its own schedule and I've learned not to argue with it.
There's something about 10 PM on a Wednesday that makes me think about all the choices that led me here. Not in a heavy way, just... noticing how many small turns became this life I'm living now.
Sometimes I forget that the person I'm becoming was someone I used to dream about. It's strange and wonderful to realize you're already living pieces of the future you hoped for.
My design final is due Monday and I'm still tweaking the same detail I started on three hours ago. At this point I'm not even sure if I'm improving it or just staring at it until it looks normal.
I've been so caught up in everything lately that I forgot how nice it is to just sit with a cup of tea and let my thoughts wander. Sometimes the quiet moments are the ones that help you figure out what you actually want.
Rei sitting on a bed in bra and underwear, looking confused and scared as her body moves on its own.
Rei embarrassed in home entryway after father's inappropriate comment
Rei curled up against J on the couch, small body pressed close to his larger frame
Rei on balcony in tight pink shorts and choker, flirty pose.